So I love Criminal Minds, and there is an actor on the show, Matthew Gray Gubler, who plays Dr. Spencer Reid. I love him. He's a fantastic actor to begin with, and from all the things I've read about him and the interviews & videos I'm seen of him, he seems like an amazing person. Very down to earth, very sweet, charming, shy, etc. I freaking love him. So I'm on his website, literally his, not one that his people put up and maintain for him, but he does everything on it. The blog, him. The pictures & paintings he puts up, him. The notes on the website to the viewers, him. Everything! And on his blog there is a post from almost a yr ago:
"girlfriend wanted"
Posted in Uncategorized on February 8, 2010 by gublernation
"must love decorating for holidays
mischief
kissing in cars
and wind chimes
no specific height
weight
hair color
or political affiliation required
but would prefer a warm spirited non racist
cynics
critics
pessimists
and “stick in the muds” need not reply
voluptuous figures a plus
any similarity in look, mind set, or fashion sense to
mary poppins
claire huxtable
snow white
or elvira wholeheartedly welcomed
i am dubious of actresses, fellons, and lesbians
but dont want to rule them out entirely
must be tolerant of whistling
tickle torture
james taylor
and sleeping late
i have a slight limp
eerily soft hands
and a preternatural love of autumn
I once misinterpreted being called a coal-eyed dandy as a compliment when it was intended as an insult
I wiggle my feet in my sleep
am scared of the dark
and think the Muppets Christmas Carol is one of the greatest films of all time
all i want is
butterfly kisses in the morning
peanut butter sandwiches shaped like a heart
and to make you smile until it hurts."
I freaking love him. If I could just meet him, I swear he would love me too. I want a man like this, and it makes me sad that I am not the kind of person that can just go out and find him. Seriously though, how cute is that? ahhh to be in love with someone who you will almost certainly never meet. lol. Well, who knows... maybe I will be successful with this insane career called acting and meet him and he'll just deal with the fact that I am an actress and fall in love with me too. May-freakin-be.
That's all. I'm just a little lonely, a little sad, and wanting a little of the above in my life. It made my heart completely melt. But I know that first I have to concentrate on my career; I need to create my career, start it, make it happen! Then, I'll find my sweet, charming, shy, lovable man. Someday. :)
