The Last Blog of the Yr...

So I'm in Hinckley w/ Mom, the Kid and Brian. We're watching the ABC special w/ Ryan Seacrest, Dick Clark and all the awesome performers. JLo is on right now, she's great. Always liked her. Good times. I've got a few resolutions for this year... Get ready for LA, which consists of losing weight, saving money and building my resume as much as I can. Start living in positivity, think good things about my life and life around me. Treat myself better, and allow myself to be who I truly am around everyone... anyone... and I suppose to really find out who I truly am, that would help too. lol. And to Love Myself. I've got a training session on the 8th at my gym, I have a photoshoot for new headshots and higher end fashion model shots on the 16th, and on February 16th I have my showcase. I have some really good things starting me out for this next year that I'm very excited about. I'm starting this year at a lower weight than I've been since I graduated. I've got a long way to go, but I've got a year to get there. And really, I think I've got some seriously great goals for the year. I know that I can get to where I need to go if I focus and work my ass off and I'm willing to do that. I need to put myself and my goals, dreams, aspirations first and I'm going to do just that! I also want to make blogging a habit again. I need to create a rehanapower.com and I'll be blogging on it so I need to get into it now to keep it up then. lol. Well, 6 minutes left of this year... this, decade! It was a good year, and a fucking amazing decade. I had some of the best moments of my life this decade. And this next decade is going to be 100x better, I know it. I'm going to have the hardest times of my life this next decade, but when I get through those moments, I'll be stronger and ready for the best moments of my life, and they'll be waiting for me... I know they will.

I hope it was a great year and decade for you, the way it was for me. Enjoy this next year and decade and I'll see you on the other side. :) xoxo

My First Film Role...

So I filmed my scene for my first movie today. It was wonderful. Lots of fun. I truly enjoyed the experience. On Friday I have to go back to record the songs for the film as well, that's right, I'm going to be the one singing the songs for the film. CRAZY! I really hope they don't hear me and say, wow... so you suck, and it sounded like a goat just died. Lol. Either way, I'm excited. I also have another audition tomorrow that will be fun, and a photo shoot next Saturday for some new headshots and random shots. I'm excited. I know that I've just barely gotten in the door and I'm in a gigantic room with so many people that peeing your pants is the only option because there's no way to find the bathroom let alone actually get there, but I'm pretty damn excited to be in the room and peeing myself. Not gonna lie. I have SUCH a long way to go, and so many hurdles to jump, and a lot of weight to loose so I can jump them, (lol), but I'm excited for it all. I know now that I can do it, and although it's going to be very difficult, it'll be well worth it once I get to where I'm going. Plus, I'm sure the way there won't be all bad. :)